What I'm Afraid Of

Well I'm scared of a lot of things.  I'm scared of all that general stuff that everyone's scared of, ya know spiders, death, going to prison to be someone's beeeawwwch, driving home at night and forcing yourself not to look in the rearveiw mirror, and like Nelson said, dying and then nothing, its over... but then again we won't exist so we won't be able to think cause we won't be there so we won't feel anything.  It'll just be over... thats messed up.

Oh man I used to be death scared of Chucky the doll.  Watched like ten minutes of it and thought I was screwed.  Felt like that demon doll was always watching me, like he was gonna pop out while I'm taking a shower and cut some important stuff off.  Felt like he was just watching me while I slept, waiting for me to close my eyes and fall asleep so he can stab me with his little doll knife.  Deciding whether or not to open my freakin' eyes to stop him from killing me, or keep them closed because I was so scared of what I might see.






What's up with us? Why do some of us crave fear? I know I do, I guess I can't speak for you but I know some people do.  I mean we watch scary movies we know we'll be disturbed by later, yet we do it.  Why? Adreniline? We go to a haunted house to be freaked out, or so we can have an excuse to hold a hot girl's hand.  But we still crave fear.  We want to sky dive for fear, we want to ride a roller coaster for fear.  It's like the possibility of our itimate death excites us. Ha weird.  Like love, I guess you can say that fear is a drug too.